“Last night my son and I had the most wonderful conversation..not just a conversation to say in general just talking and what not..but a really heartfelt deep conversion about life..about the Lord..about living this life well..about hearing the voice of God..and then obeying it..Amen..my son He loves Jesus..and He says to me..Mom you know it’s not hard living this life..for the Lord never intended for it to be for us..but he goes on to saying Mom you know were the ones in whom makes it hard..for we do this by not obeying the voice of God..he goes on to saying the Lord speaks to us all..we just always seem to listen to the loud voice that speaks first and we assume that..that is the Lord’s voice speaking to us..but he says that voice..that loud voice is ours..but if only we all would listen to the still small voice that second voice Mom that speaks to us..then we would hear Gods voice telling us exactly what to do..Amen..so I stand there and I listen to him..and as I stood last night for over an hour after he had gotten home..I was just blessed by everything he was saying to me..Anthony has always had this type of personality when it comes to the Lord..he studies and reads Gods word..for his heart has always been about doing the right things in life..and I praise the Lord for that..Amen..for he goes on last night to saying..Mom everything we do daily is our choice and our decisions we get to make..we can choose whatever we want..and he says for most they choose the wrong things..and they end up blaming others and sooner or later they begin to blame God..but he says..Mom, it’s not God that does these things..it’s self..it’s always self with people that gets in the way..and causes so much destruction and harm..he goes on to saying..life is easy, Mom…were the ones that make it hard..so on that note I have held to everything he said to me last night..and have thought about it all..and it’s so true..we always listen to that loud voice speaking..and we seem to just do whatever comes easy..whatever comes first..whatever it is to make us comfortable..we always seem to choose self when making decisions or making life choices..we always seem to take risk..and somehow in the back of our minds we think well God loves me..it’ll be okay..right?..we always seem to be risk takers..but guys we have got to stop living that way..we have got to stop and listen to that still small voice of our Lord’s when He speaks..we have got to follow it and always choose  the right thing..even if it is hard..for we know that our choices and our decisions will always come with some consquence following..whether it’s bad..whether it’s good..either way what we do matters..our freewill so to speak gets us into big trouble..and yes can we ask for forgiveness for the wrongs that we do..for the things we decide on our own..but as well it says can we continue in sin that God’s grace will abound?..it says God forbid..Romans 6:1..so choose well the path that your walking..choose very well them things that your deciding to do in life..and consider the consequence for whatever it is that you, yourself decides..think about what it will cause later on down lives pathway..for we can only play around for so long in our life..and sooner or later them things we do will catch up with us..because everything we do in our lives and choosing to do we are sowing something..so please sow good..Galatians 6:9..Amen..and know just as my Anthony said to me last night..”Life is easy..we are the ones in whom make it hard!”…all by doing whatever we want..listening to ourselves with what we choose to do..for the word says that the Lord is in the still small voice..not in the thunder..not in the earthquake..not in the fire..but in the still small voice is where the Lord is..Amen..1 King 19:11-12..so hear the Lord as He speaks to you..for yes He alone is always speaking to His children..Amen..for He loves us with that everlasting love..and He died that we all could have life and have it more abundantly..John 10:10..so choose life..choose to do the right things in life..for everything we will ever do matters and matters greatly..so let us never forget that..let us always live by that..and by living by that..we will honestly live a great life for our Lord..In His name, Jesus’ name, I do ask and pray..Amen and Amen..Be blessed today my dear sweet friends and remember wherever you go and whatever you do, Be a light for our Father, Much love to you all, Mandi