“Well as far as my life..I can say that there is finally peace within it..Amen..because for years there wasn’t any peace at all..I mean there was a constant drama that would fill up my life..and this didn’t come from my husband or my son..Amen..it came from all the others that were around me..it seemed that no matter what I did to try and make friends..it just wouldn’t happen at all..for there was always something that would happen that would offend..and so I found myself constantly in this state of praying..and crying and being upset..trying to fix the situations..trying to change who I was to fit their so called interpretation of me..honestly just walking around on pins and needles..not knowing how to respond..or what to say..or how to react to them..Amen..because being a child of God makes it a little more harder I think to express yourself in the way that your wanting too..making sure that what you say and how you say it represents the Lord..Amen..so for years I spent my life this way..thinking that you need people in your life..you need friendships..and you need that fellowship with others..even if it gets hard at times..but again this kind of stuff want on and on..until literally one day I had enough..and I drew in to the Lord..closely in prayer..and I gave it all to Him..and then I picked myself up and I carried on without many to come along with me..Amen!”
“Because I can tell you this..that once you realize that God never made you to be a door mat for anyone..and God never called any of us to be in a bad relationship with someone else..and as well forgiving others is a must..Matthew 6:14-15..but as well wisdom is the thing that keeps you from getting hurt over and over again and again..Proverbs 4:7-9..for they say this..once someone shows you their true colors so to speak..than you better take heed to them..because most of the time the way people are and the way they truly feel about you will never change..it will stay there forever..so when you get to this place in your life..than you have strength I do pray to separate yourself..from any drama..any hurt..any place that makes you feel like you are not good enough..you don’t measure up..and or makes you feel that you have to walk on them pins and needles around them..for God wants none of us to be mistreated in any way shape or form..so again I will say to us that Jesus is our true blue best friend..Amen..and as well I will say go where your celebrated..not where your tolerated..Amen..and I will leave you all with this..I don’t have any so called best friends in my life..I have many friends that are acquaintances..but I don’t allow myself to get hurt..so I go everywhere that I go by myself..other than with my hubby and or my son..and you know what I have peace in my life..and I love it..Amen..because once you realize that you don’t always need others..and you can be by yourself..enjoying your own company..believe me when I say your life will begin to flourish in more ways than one..so don’t ever be mistreated by anyone..you are worth way more than that..and your peace is the most valuable possession you can ever have or obtain in your life..Amen..for it is in His name, Jesus’ name, that I do ask and pray..Amen and Amen..Be blessed today my dear sweet friends and remember wherever you go and whatever you do, Be a light for our Father, Much love to you all, Mandi


Leave a comment